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Dear friend,

sorry for our absent and writing so rarely.

We hope you are fine and you enjoy your days.

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Have a blessed night and wonderful weekend.

Hugs and kind regards from Cologne, Germany.

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Mar. 13
JJ 吴宏乐wrote:
Cherry !!!
wat happen w/ our Liverpool???
I wanna kill Christiano ><"
xoxo take care x0x0
Mar. 27
HIncubuswrote:
心里有苦,写在 clue 里面吧,没有人知道那里的。我的 Live Space 我已经不能正常访问了,太费力了,实在是没能力再折腾了...
Dec. 2
Helen chenwrote:
awwwwww............................. u went to UK? Im soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo jealous!!!! i want to go there tooo... yea... havent get the chance to... sigh... but i don ike british accent... my pevious bio prof is british... and he has extremely strong british accent. On his first lecture, i was like :whoa??? what the hell are you talking about....??? but its better than my math teacher... who is german...
can you send me some pictures??? i really want to go there....  and the canbridge picture looks kinda like one of my school's college, its pretty~~
Nov. 23
JJ 吴宏乐wrote:
hey ! We r The Kop !!
nice to meet u :>
xoxo take care xoxo
Oct. 29
JJ 吴宏乐wrote:
hey ! We r The Kop !!
nice to meet u :>
xoxo take care xoxo
Oct. 29
生日快乐,外加中秋快乐.... 
Sept. 16
HIncubuswrote:
生日快乐 
Cherry,Happy Birthday!
Sept. 16
HIncubuswrote:
 其实也不是你那里网络不好,中国人用正常手段都上不了了,V2EX被和谐了...
Sept. 12
HOHO~  回国感觉如何亚!!:)~ 有机会还来哈!!然后领你们把那些没见过的再逛逛~~
PS: 我一直就知道怎么在日记中加照片阿??  
Aug. 18

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这些脸在人群中幻景般闪现;湿漉漉的黑树枝上花瓣数点。---Ezra Pound
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张看林夕词

 
俺对林大爷仰慕已久,今天就借此机会,林林总总扯扯林……夕……的词。
 
本人涉猎不广,所谈所感,大部分系林大爷为张先生所作歌词,《张看林夕词》者,借张先生之法眼感受林夕也,故名。
 
 
 
世界太阔,你的哭笑不止为我。
 
 
林夕是洞察世事的,记得张爱玲说,“一切对人生笼统的观察都指向虚无”。——洞察世事人情的结果,难免要疏离于这个人世间。
 
因为生活在别处,所以可以冷眼返观自身。
 
他说,世界太阔,你的哭笑不止为我。——每个人都是孤独的自己,虽然可以尝试着混混噩噩为一场气氛,热热闹闹亦胜于一个人——终于还是难抵那“过于喧嚣的孤独”。
 
当年李宗盛写道——人生没有我并不会不同——这似乎是“世界太阔,你的哭笑不止为我” 的进一步推论,然而李的语气中,却有那样多的牵挂与纠结,欲放还收,曾不如林夕这句话来得清坚决绝——洞彻人生,却哀而不伤——因为根本上,说的只是实情而已,虽然也有诸般无奈,终究也只是淡然一笑了之。
 
 
因为只剩下自己,自怜、自怨、自艾反而更可以避而不谈,剩下的,就是抚心自问,一个古老的话题,什么是理想?或者说,梦想?
 
其实理想和梦想根本上是一回事,最终实现了的,都可以在“理”,未能实现的,便是白日梦。不管这个梦做得有多真,还是梦一场。——对于未能实现的理想,人们往往不肯给予太多体恤。从这一点来说,理想也是很现实的一件东西。
 
 
人生的两大悲剧在于:得不到自己想要的,或者,得到自己想要的。——王尔德和萧伯纳都曾说过类似的话,林夕也曾写道: “有这么多个理想,有些根本不到我想,也有些得到会变样,久不久隔靴搔痒。” ——然而在这句话里,林夕提出了更深层次的悲哀——有些根本不到我想——不是不能实现,而是根本连想的勇气都没有,别人还没有给出否定或者讥嘲,自己先取消了自己的资格。
 
山水画只可景仰,难住进现场。
 
 
可是知足,和怯懦,是两码事吧!所以他才会继续写道——能浏览遍好风景才去认命。假如能够这样,真到了路上花也没有,绿草也没有,只余小沙丘的时候,也就不再需要突发事情。
 
 
几米说,人生是变化无常的,什么事都要计划吗?
 
林夕写,一天流星,与你相比,会发现凡事有着限期。
 
世事的限期,并不长过流星划过夜空的那一瞬。
 
人生到处应何似,应似飞鸿踏雪泥……
 
足迹留在这片并不干净的雪泥上,很快的,浅浅的爪印便被飞雪重新掩盖。
 
那只无脚的小鸟,它并不是从未曾落地,只不过,那浅浅的脚印,很快地便被旁观者遗忘了,所以他们断言,它从未曾落地……
 
其实有没有落地又有什么关系呢?谁会真的介意?连那只小鸟自己都未必。
 
重要的是曾经飞翔,不是吗?
 
 
如果可以磊落,谁情愿闪躲。如果可以快乐,谁情愿忘掉心魔。
 
很沉重的一句话。
 
人生是很容易就这么猥琐下去的,谁不想磊落?谁不想快乐?但是想,就真的能吗?
 
现在尽量镇静,别问为甚么镇静……
 
真的别问为什么。
 
 
 
信不过感情,从未谋面才像爱情
 
 
 
林夕本来可以表达更多他对人生的看法,可惜这种机会并不多。
 
香港乐坛的商业化操作使得描述个人心境的作品被挤迫到一个狭小至极的规模,很多句子,只能在情歌里插一脚,“主”异地为“宾”,却连喧宾夺主的机会都没有。
 
更大部分的,都在谈情说爱。
 
林夕也在谈情说爱,却仍然是一个异类。
 
 
相信吗?我相信爱吗?
 
周耀辉在问,林夕在答。
 
好感、约会、恋爱、婚姻、分手、藕断丝连、情难再续、再续前缘……Thanks to香港强大的商业运作机制,林大爷不辞辛苦地把感情由情愫暗生、病危直至死亡的过程都写了个遍。
 
 
好感
 
 
我说你好你说打扰。
  
人与人之间感应的烦恼,于此昭然。
 
笑我,原来是我的错,裂开的心,还未算清楚。
 
想起另一句——想当然那些日子人别无所求,爱意深得深得,恨不得互为血肉;更怕有人说你为爱昏了头,给了所有还问对方说够不够。——李宗盛的词。
 
倘若歌者还是凄怆地微笑着,我几乎可以想见从那嘴角淌下的殷殷血痕。
 
如果你知我苦衷,何以没一点感动,谁想到这样凝望你,竟看不到认同。
——是那么怆痛的一句话。
 
别人在歌里唱:“内心戏,最难演,神情总在无言间,无情的人看不见,为什么你也看不见?”
 
然而你知道,最痛的不是她对你无情,而是她明明知道你对她有意,却把她自己的无情伪装成关怀。
 
未得到的,从未怕失去;从不相恋,怎么可再追?
 
 
约会
 
 
犹如巡行和汇演,你眼光只接触我侧面,沉迷神情乱闪,你所知的我其实是那面。你清楚我吗?你懂得我吗?你有否窥看思想的背面?和你每天如情侣相见,说爱说天,偏偏讲得太浅。
 
看着我吧,对住我吧,透视我吧,可感到惊讶。你是你吧,我是我吧,这是爱吧,可需要消化?掩盖点,会否好过一点?倾斜点,会否感性一点?夜晚会面,白天道别,才没有弱点!
 
经典中的经典,字字珠玑。
 
人们是因为了解而生爱,还是因为误解?
 
你懂得我吗?你真的想要懂得我吗?如果你的答案都是“不”,那么你凭什么说你热爱我?
 
被人乱爱实在值得可怕。
 
爱情究竟是精神鸦片?还是世纪末的无聊消遣?
 
为什么说爱说天,偏偏讲得太浅?
 
为什么和你相对时,我会分外地感到孤独?
 
 
谈恋爱
 
 
人人大谈恋爱,谁人来谈谈现在?
 
一句小声的抗议,很快被淹没在谈情说爱洪水般的嘈杂里。
 
 
一生一个多美好,然而谁担保不不不不枯燥?
 
要一呼一吸空气好,定要在一生一心之间多找个后路。
 
一生一个多美好,然而难比,第三者讨好。
 
对都市男女的心理隐患,真是一语中的。
 
 
她在家里忙碌着一日三餐,接送孩子上学,日子久了,自然没工夫打理妆容,变成黄脸婆黑面神,于是老公就出去找个会打扮的……或者他在家里百依百顺,做个拖地洗碗的好男人,久而久之,她又觉得乏味,出去找个更有情调的更有路子的……前者参见《家有喜事》里的陈大嫂,后者参见《陀枪师姐》I 里的欧阳震华。
 
日日夜夜在感情斗争,实实在在为角色伤透神。
 
 
周国平说,情种爱得热烈,但不专一。君子爱得专一,但不热烈。此事古难全。不过。偶尔有爱得专一的情种,却注定没有爱得热烈的君子。
 
林夕说,问心底一句,难道诚实热恋多一个是罪?
 
《金枝玉叶》II里,“O”说,一辈子只爱一个人,有些人是可以,我们不行……也许到老了可以吧!
 
林夕回答,既然人人大谈最爱,也会爱到分开——那么,浓情亦能博爱。
 
不过是人与人的区别,无关乎道德。只要不是为了恋爱而恋爱,就好。——你我也许,忙着谈情但不相爱更受罪。
 
你怕远,你怕近,更怕疏淡;你怕笑,你怕喊,却要好玩——碰上这样的主,也只有说一声——我怕我,爱到你,快要心淡。
 
 
开始是爱,然后是消磨。
 
一夜春色,再见日光之后,欲望融掉以后,那表情会否,同样温柔?
 
林夕说,意乱情迷极易流逝,难耐这夜春光浪费。
 
情像火灼般热,怎烧一生一世?相爱简单,延续,却不容易。
 
是等待,还是遭遇?
 
他问,难道要等一千零一世,才互相安慰?
 
却答,越是期待越是美丽。
 
等待与遭逢,成了一个悖论。
 
但他终于给出了结论——你我或者一样,日夜寻觅对象,却朝夕妄想,来日方长。
 
也许是等的过程太过美好了吧,竟下意识地希望等待的东西永远不要到来。
 
假如有一日,来日突然变成去日,再没有来日的时候,你我又会不会萌生悔意?
 
 
他终于肯承认,信不过感情,从未谋面才像爱情。
 
未得到的,从未怕失去,甚至,比得到了的都着紧。
  
这样安慰自己,是为了逃避什么呢?胆怯还是追悔?
 
 
婚姻
 
 
大概是对感情的体悟太深的缘故,林夕无法对婚姻产生天真的信仰。在他看来,婚姻就是一种爱的消磨,一纸证明,就是一张演出合同,从此,各自在家中适当的位置上演自己的本分。
 
 
说谎不要紧,我给你台阶下,重要的是,请你自圆其说。
 
尽管说谎,回头但要记住,归不了家,被工作困住,失恋友好,同事做了错事……你痴,又去陪你痴,心只介意,三番四次,怎么歉意,渐变得奢侈?若要世界不知,想想不要去开始;但若要我不知,好好花费你心思——要说的请要自问满意,亦请你讲我知。
 
不想听到,前言后语悬殊。
 
但是终于还是禁不住心生委屈,频频追问——Why did you lie to meWhy
 
 
十对甜蜜伴侣幸福表演,其实有九对这样过,红茶或咖啡喝十个十年。
 
白头到老,未必永结同心。
 
 
分手
 
 
和平的——仍惯性笑笑似最初一样,仍感觉到你我也认识过——再见亦是朋友,不过是多了一份惆怅。
 
主动的——仿似多年前亲手将你处死,还用心安抚你,当做我的责任。
 
被动的——从前我会使你快乐,现在却最多叫你寂寞……不信眼泪,能令失落的你爱下去,难收的覆水,将感情慢慢荡开去,如果你太累,及时地道别没有罪。一生人,不只一伴侣。——既然你能与我同甘不能与我共苦,我也不愿成为你的负累。无法一起流汗,祝你更凉快清爽。——虽然受苦的是我,却依旧骄傲,依旧自尊。
 
许多年之后,当年主动的,以为对方还沉浸在失恋的痛苦,却猛然发现,原来耿耿于怀的是自己,她早已身边有人——但还未慰问,谁料你讲,已不要紧。原来在身边有人,不需我为你负责为你自责吧?——谁都不必以为自己有多了不起。
 
或者当年被动的,也已经各自有了因果——今天彼此各有各因果,你抱怨怎么不可似我。虽则身边一片灯火,你种种经过不太清楚。今天这个你,好比当天一个我……——如鱼饮水,冷暖自知。
 
也许他还肯接纳她——旁人若难比美,再答应跟我一起……即使相处不再多,不必感到孤独坐,开心伤心不独是我,未来一起过。
 
也许已经前缘尽散——梦里那一片风景,你对我说说也觉动听,而今天不知不觉清醒,竟讲不出一点一句心声。
 
也许依旧挂心——无法同一路,关心却仍然做得到,仍难承受他竟不能尽情待你好。
只是无法再继续——当天你离我而赶路,一转眼回头便苍老。曾不想拥抱我的人,游遍星辰,如今竟这么近。如跟你尚留下可能,还是不能,这么样发生。——有些人事,一旦错过就难再。
 
当最终的结果来临,别问当初,是谁辜负了谁。
 
 
 
心经出心爱,较涅盘精彩
 
 
 
“生在这世上,没有一样感情不是千疮百孔的。”张爱玲这样说过。
 
有时候觉得林夕和她有点像,所以会对感情暗含讽刺。
 
讽刺最大的好处是能够避免伤感的滥调,免得使感情沦于淡漠的自怜自艾;弊端则是容易流于刻薄。
 
也是张爱玲说的,“要把那些滥调的感伤清除干净,讽刺是必须的阶段,可是很容易停留在讽刺上,不知道感伤之外还可以有感情”。
 
而林夕的词,正是由于感情的加入,认识到所谓的缺陷不过是人己共有的东西,因此“看不起人”的尖刻“讽刺”,化作“也不大看得起自己”的淡淡“谐谑”。这“谐谑”中,既有自嘲,又有执著的自我坚持,以至于歌词中所表现出来的人生态度,会是如此地肯定。
 
 
虽然他说“信不过感情” ,但是我依然有理由相信,他其实是相信感情的。——正因为对庸常感情中的弊端看得过于清楚,才会格外希求理想化的一生一世。——要么不给,要么给我最好,不要妥协。
 
 
无需要太多,只需要你一张温柔面容。
 
诗人说,我不愿用情人脸上的一个微笑,来换取整个春天。
 
林夕说,你以目光感受,浪漫宁静宇宙,总不及两手,轻轻满身漫游。
 
 
爱真的最脆弱,却是我唯一的来历。
 
好光阴纵没太多,一分钟那又如何?
 
又想起那句话——人生到处应何似?应似飞鸿踏雪泥。
 
那只不知名的鸟儿,飞着,飞着……
 
“天空有鸟飞过,不落痕迹。可是却不知道哪一只鸟在你心中抛下了一颗种子。直到数年后,生根发芽,开花结果,才醒悟。”
 
 
 

我感觉不爽了~

           一些天因为一些中年人和成年人无比幼稚的举动而很生气。

          想起爸爸说过你肯定会遇见一些人让你难以想象,狭隘卑鄙,所以没有必要。让我来同情他们吧.可怜的一群人。

          写一些有趣的话吧“

                  ☞ 对别人表示真诚的兴趣。忘却自己,多对别人感兴趣。

                  ☞ 没有人会批评一只死狗。 如果你被批评,请记住,那是因为批评你会给他一种满足感,这也说明你是有成就的。而且引人注意。

                           “如果人身居领导人的位置,就注定要被批评”

                  ☞ 快乐并非取决于你是什么人,或拥有什么。它完全来自你的思想,先想想你该感恩的事。

                  ☞ 做事要分轻重缓急

                  ☞ 努力喜欢自己的工作

                  ☞ 不要小资忧郁

                  ☞ 装作很开心的样子。  如果你的行为上散发的是快乐,就不可能在心理上保持忧郁。

                  ☞ 今天我要从三方面操练我的心灵:

                                   ♬ 我要默默地为某人做事情。

                                   ♬ 再起码做两件我不想做的事,只是为了操练心灵,不知倦怠。

                                   ♬ 不要仇恨敌人,让我们怜悯他们,并感谢他们,并感谢上天没有让我和他们经历同样的人生。给他们谅解,同情,援助,宽容以及为他们祈祷。

                 ☞ 感恩是极具教养的产物,你不可能从一般人身上得到,施舍不求回报的快乐是最大的快乐。

                                                                                      ------以上文字来自我看戴尔.卡耐基先生作品时的笔记

以下是生气和不爽时听了心情会变好的歌

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bad day Daniel Powter
                    

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost


 

   
 
Hey Jude The Beatles
 
                                  Hey Jude, don't make it bad
                                  Take a sad song and make it better
                                  Remember to let her into your heart
                                  you can start to make it better

                                  Hey Jude, don't be afraid
                                  You were made to go out and get her
                                  The minute you let her under your skin
                                  Then you begin to make it better
 
                                  And anytime you feel the pain, hey Jude, refrain
                                  Don't carry the world upon your shoulders
                                  For well you know that it's a fool who plays it cool
                                  By making his world a little colder

                                  Na Na Na Na Na Na-Na-Na-Na-Na
                                  Hey Jude, don't let me down
                                  You have found her, now go and get her
                                  Remember to let her into your heart
                                  Then you can start to make it better
                                  So let it out and let it in, hey Jude, begin
                                  You're waiting for someone to perform with
                                  And don't you know that it's just you, hey Jude, you'll do
                                  The movement you need is on your shoulder
                                  Na Na Na Na Na Na-Na-Na-Na-Na
                                  Hey Jude, don't make it bad
                                  Take a sad song and make it better
                                  Remember to let her under your skin,
                                  Then you'll begin to make it
                                  Better better better better better better, YEAH.
                                  Na na na, na-na-na-na, na-na-na-na, hey Jude...
 
              ╭━━灬╮╭━━∞╮ .︵
              ┃⌒ ⌒┃┃⌒ ⌒┃ (の)
             ┃┃ ┃┃┃━  ━┃ ╱︶
          〇━━━〇〇━━━〇 

终于进来了

 
  我已经长达很久没有进来我空间了,让大家这么想我,太不应该了。。。 ╭╮╭╮
╭★┴┴★╮
│︵  ︵│
╰○--○╯
 ╰○○╯   据说空间可以上传大分辨率图了~~~我决定传些上来~
 

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还有几张傻照片,嘿嘿(*^__^*) 。。。

不知道怎么了

 
         这些天日子很不知道怎么会这样难过,心情从来没有这么,这么无法言喻过。这些年来,除了看电影外就没记得哭过了,上一次哭是和朋友打电话时,也是难以言喻的难受时。这些时候不知道怎么了,自己一个人停下来没事做的时候就会哭一场,连续几天都是这样,晚上睡不着的时候在被窝里哭了,早上去读英语的时候哭了,一个人去吃饭的时候也哭了,真的不知道是怎么回事,那个时候就会异常的想家,想到妈妈为我大早上起来煮面吃,就会愈发的难受。 
 
         昨天新生来报到了,夸张的热闹,张灯结彩的,宿舍楼门口还像迎接小朋友似的挂起一串气球,尽管到了下午就全蔫了,据说是今年央视某栏目因为某新生来采访了,媒体真的是一种强大的权利,尤其是这种强势的媒体。
         越是热闹,越是觉得孤单。
         记得去年来的时候,也有类似的场面。 推销的学姐学长们看到你走过蓄势待发的走过来,说着倍溜的词; 揣摩着学长学姐们看自己的眼神。。。终于相信,作为新生,始终都是有一种骨子里的优越感。谁让这个世界越来越“卖小”了呢。记得这种感觉高中时候看高一新生军训是也有过,只是没想到三年竟然能这么快,别说是三年了,香港回归也好像昨天一样。
 
         这个学期突然明白了需要拼命努力学习了,很多事情都很不容易。一些disgusting的事情,总会有那么些个人不愿意看到你学习,可是还拙劣的表现的很明显,好像自己在说个笑话,想装着很好笑都不知道怎么装出来的。
 
         打开电脑,看到一个注册了的网页殷情的做着我生日的倒计时,旁边还画着个硕大的生日蛋糕,突然觉得可笑得很。今年生日本来想请班里同学吃顿饭,让大家开心一下的,现在一点心情都没了。
 
         身边两个好朋友身上发生了很大的事,这个时r候才觉得自己一点用都没有,只能看着,听着,而一点忙都帮不上。人生无常,怎么就会刚好体现在她两身上呢,狗屁命运,妈的一点都不公平。
 
         凯凯好像最近能好一点了,这一点还能有一点点欣慰,她是个这么坚强的孩子。前几天她一打电话就会难过的哭出来,可能哭一下还会好一点,在那个该死的学校她连哭的机会都没有了。。。想到阿姨今年春节时候还给我做饭吃了,而现在只剩下凯凯了。。。不知道凯凯怎么面对她的舍友谈论她们的妈妈,每次想起这些,就会难受的流下泪来。。。
         一个人会在这样的打击面前瞬间成长,凯凯是吧。
 
         叶雯,美的像小说里的名字,却有像小说人物里一样才会有的遭遇。昨天听到一个同学唱《谁动了我的琴弦》,突然想起了那个总是逗得我们大笑的以前的叶雯。还是今年春天的事呢,歌唱比赛上她无比走调的唱着《谁动了我的琴弦》我们全场都笑翻了,下来她还很认真的指责我们笑她呢,说话的声调都会很想笑。和她在一起心情总不会差,因为太美的性格。就是她,就是因为什么所谓的命运,让叶雯和白血病魔坚强乐观的做了3年斗争后,就在所有的征兆都指向这幸福健康的未来的时候,没有一点预兆的,只是被告知,自己不能再走路了,甚至连站起来都是奢侈了。。。我都不敢把自己放到她的情境下体会她的感受:叔叔阿姨天天以泪洗面,叶雯在病房里等着出现希望,医生们能做的也只有为她输点营养液,只能延缓肌肉萎缩的速度,除此之外没有一点用处。因为她的下肢瘫痪用遍了最先进的仪器都无法检查出来是什么所致。。。这样的情境下,除了绝望,还能做什么。。。
         作为朋友,自己还是没用的。。。
 
         她们,始终都是让我骄傲的。 
         希望能为她们做些什么,可是恐怕不能make a difference。
 
         昨天见了一个来报到的附中的学妹,因为不想让她一开始就对大学生活失去兴趣,也希望送她来的叔叔阿姨能够放心的回去,一直说这个学校一些为数不多的值得夸的地方;昨天也一同见的,还有一个不是很想见的人,但是即便这样,心情还是好了一点点。

我爱我的家乡

                                              
                                                                                                                                                                        前几天鄂尔多斯国际草原文化节闭幕,同一首歌--走进鄂尔多斯,我有幸坐到了歌迷区(可以和明星握手献花的地方),去的时候原本没有什么兴趣,觉得这个地方不会有什么人来,可是这次的演出阵容真的是让我小吃惊一下,记得之前的同一首歌--走进浦东也没有这次这场面。并且-----托座位的福,在谢霆锋演唱时大屏幕上出现了我手拿荧光棒的特写,长达很多秒钟,弄得外地的亲们纷纷打电话来说我上镜了,哈哈哈~
 
        说到这里,我决定大肆介绍一下内蒙古,今年是内蒙古自治区成立60周年,这里不能说是中国最发达的地区,但至少是最发达的自治区。 我不止一次的被问过,你是不是住在蒙古包,是不是每天骑马上学,所以每次都无奈的回答,不是的。
       
        没到过内蒙古的人对这点误解很深,觉得这里还是野蛮蒙昧原始匈奴聚集的地方,人们还都过着游牧生活。所以在此我郑重严肃申明,这里除了有美丽的草原外,还有很现代化高速发展的城市。
 
                                                                                                                      侯佩岑穿蒙古袍也蛮漂亮的大笑
                      
         先介绍一下我的家乡鄂尔多斯,用那天侯佩岑的话说(她也不晓得从哪听来的)那是: 扬(羊)眉(煤)吐(土)气:这里有全球最大的羊绒生产加工集团---鄂尔多斯集团,其生产加工和销售量占全国的1/2、世界的1/3。;有现在探明的全国最大的煤田(占全国大1/6),黄河万家寨水电站、达拉特电厂一、二期、国华准格尔电厂等发电总装机容量达488万千瓦,在建装机容量366万千瓦。(你家的6个灯泡,有1个用电来自内蒙古)。探明天然碱储量6000万吨,高岭土65亿吨;有目前我国最大的世界级整装气田———苏里格气田,探明天然气储量7504亿立方米,占全国的31.8%,探明煤层气储量l万亿立方米(我们这边的出租车,公交车都是加天然气的,既经济,又环保。家家户户的厨房里都开始用天然气,煤气灶已经成为历史了)。
                                                                                                                                                               
                                                鄂尔多斯夜景
 
          接下来是我们的首府呼和浩特,我对这里有特别的感情,因为在这里我度过了高中美丽的三年,接下来的介绍有些图片与文字来自高中的xiaoyao,在此大声鸣谢热烈的笑脸
                中国乳都--因为可爱无敌的伊利 蒙牛
 
                    鸟瞰呼和浩特
 
                新华广场吗?都有点不认得了~~
 
                我最喜欢的伊斯兰那条街~~
 
                  党委附近那个立交桥吧~~~
 
                         
             内蒙古大学理工楼-桃李湖--我高中时在这的食堂吃饭--因为学校的饭太难吃了---我的高中就在内大对面
 
              纯净的雪(在这里可以拍<情书>了吧
 
                     很漂亮的图书馆
 
            其实我觉得内蒙古最好的就是内蒙古人----朴实-真诚-厚道-大气-豪迈-爽朗.在外求学的同学这时一定会狂点头--而其中最好的是鄂尔多斯人(不要说我自夸,这是公认的事实 大笑 ).哪个地方都有好人坏人,但大部分内蒙人都有以上特质。
 
            哈---这是一个有在外求学的内蒙人都知道的事情---内蒙古帅哥多!----个头就把大部分人比下去了.这里的男生一般身高在178-182之间,出了省外都成了校草.所以考到外地尤其是南方的女生甚是郁闷----美女就不说了,因为大家都知道美女都是##出来的----如果都素颜比拼一下---内蒙的美女绝不会输.

                                    总结:千言万语汇成一句话-爱我家乡!

 

一些话

 
 
         再次发现自己很自私,妈妈近乎24小时的工作,我依然能够安安心心的睡到很离谱的自然醒,今天接到舅舅的电话,他得知我已经回来一段时间而没去看他,好像有点生气。确实,这么大了,早该做些该做的即使是不愿意做的事了,比如说和叔叔阿姨们吃个饭,去亲戚家走走。
 
         什么都要学着点,F叔家儿子女儿那么懂事,那么小的年纪都能帮F叔来一些事;C姐姐也觉得像是一个大人了,可以表现的很自然又很热情;自己最终还是那么幼稚,还觉得直管好自己的事就行了,实际上自己的事也根本管不好。
 
         真是长这么大什么事不是父母帮的,帮到现在,真不知道自己能单独做成什么事,怕麻烦,怕累,也不认为能够做什么事了。
        
         现在只希望能够把下学期的专业课学得好点,拿奖学金父母肯定会高兴,但是几年大学出来后真的是很没底,要做什么,当大夫吗,不知道。
         还有就是留学申请时可以自己更有用一些,不用家里太多钱,也不让父母太操心。
 
 
                              
From newstead abbey

                                                      去newstead abbey 时候路上的一张照片

general impresstion of U.K

 
 
            When landing on U.K, I thought myself a most lucky one. This is my first time to be aboard. I have been enjoying myself these days. The experiences of visiting here will be in my memory forever. I want to record everything here forever by my camera, my diary, and my heart, cause everything here is such fantastic. Maybe just a mouth to discover U.K is far from enough, however, it has been a perfect experience.

 

          My Learning In U.K.

To talk about learning in U.K, I even don’t know which point to start with. It seems that I have been learning since I landed U.K. I benefit millions from the courses, the daily life and the new friends here.

 

First, let me begin with the courses I take here. To be honest, my original aim of this visiting was just broadening my outlook. But I really found the courses helpful. I enjoyed learning here with the friends all over the world.

 

Second, I must talk about my tutors.

Sarah is the first tutor I met. My first impression on her was that I never ever seen such a lovely but a little bit naughty lady! I am sure her laughter was unique in the world. It appeared that she was always a happy one. Sometimes I cannot know why she burst with laughter, but it doesn’t matter. What’s important, her happiness makes her so appeal that the whole class is always filled with laughter. Later, I found Sarah not only a happy lady but also an excellent tutor. How could she come up with so many interesting teaching methods! Sometimes she uses Dominoes to help us with grammar, and sometimes she lets us play games when we can memorize the vocabulary. The atmosphere in her class is always relaxing, but we are benefit a great deal.

       

Next, let me introduce Michael. In my eyes, Michael is the most popular tutor. Not only because he is a typical British gentleman with a good looking, but also for the way he taught us. Besides the knowledge of ILETS, we can learn a lot about the different culture and different custom; this is just what we are most interested in. I love listening to him talking. One day he said: “I think I talk too much that I can’t finish the class.”  One of my classmates said” please talk as mush as you can!” “Don’t stop till tomorrow!”  You can see how much we love him. What’s more, he is very interested in the culture of china. We all very pleased tell him something about that.

 

From in nottingham

                  we & charming Micheal

 

Helen is another tutor. I don’t know whether it is a coincidence that her name is just the same with the great writer who is famous the book If you give me three days light. What’s more in common, they are both disabled. As I am a student of medicine, I can tell her disease is serious and caused by the damage of nerve system. She can’t move without a wheelchair and the movement of her is not very harmonious but she is still an excellent teacher. She is the teacher I admire most.

 

You can find every chance to learn well if you will do. “Treasure the time and study hard” I said to myself.

 

Wonderful Excursion

 

The Britain is much smaller China, but the places deserve visiting are endless. It’s really enjoyable to review the pictures I took so you can imagine how I was enjoyable during the excursion. From now on, I have been London, Birmingham, Liverpool, Cambridge, and York (and, Nottingham.)  I am a travelholic, so it is a great pity that I’ve just been the places in England because of the time and spending. However, it has been a prefect experience.

 Churches and Cathedras are must-seeing things in the U.K. I’ve visited the Liverpool cathedra, which is the biggest cathedra in the U.K., and the Minster Cathedra in York, which is typical gothic building, and Westminster Abbey, which is famous all over the world. I am sorry that I do not believe god. So it just can be a journey. But seeing the beautiful building and talking with the Christian is a big pleasure for me.

 

Museums and galleries are perfect for a journey. Not only because the articles on show, but also because almost all of them are free! Different from the Museums and galleries in China, the art ware on show is just separated from the tourists with a short string rather than a glass box.  But nobody wants to touch it even though it valued millions.

 

 

          

                 how beautiful  the scenery   (castle in york)

 

There are too many places of interest that it’s impossible to write them out but some other points I strongly want to say. Every attraction offers a very good designed brochure for free containing map, guide, some necessary information and advices. I appreciate this kind of services. When helping tourists, they also were advertising at the same time. Besides, there are many tourism information centers in each city. The faculties couldn’t be more friendly and warmhearted. They will help you as they can. With their help, my journey became more wonderful.

 

The Other Side of U.K.

 

Firstly I want to say, I love Britain. It’s good for traveling, studying and living (except the over-high price of goods). However, there were still some unpleasant things.

 

It was the day I visited Birmingham, I met a volunteer of a charity which was for the family with children who had disabilities. I had never been parsimonious to a charity especially I was standing for China now. My friend and I both donated for it and we began to talk with the young man happily. When knowing we were from China, he asked:” Do you like China?”

---“Yes I do.”  We answered. I don’t think this question should be asked by him.

Then he even asked:” do you like your government? “

---“Yes, of course”

It seemed that he was amazed of our answer:” you say yes! Are you sure?!”

We were nearly angry and answered seriously” Yes, we do because it’s OUR GOVERNMENT!”

 

 

                  

                                        how absurd thing(in Cambridge)

 

Maybe it was because he is not mature enough to know it was not polite to talk about such topic. I can forgive him only in this way.

 

It’s common to see some teenagers smoking, wear dark makeup and dress exaggeratedly; it’s not as clean as I imagined in Britain; the taxi diver will cheat for your money when you are in trouble……

 

To be continued…

Thousands of words are far from enough for the experience in U.K.  I must say thanks to my university and the faculties in the international college. It’s because of your hard work that I can have the precious opportunity.

Someday, I will be back.   

 

P.S :  本来在这里不想用英语写日志了,可是这个位子占了那么久,写其他的也不怎么合适,这是学校让交的1000字的报告,里面不免有点无聊的内容,大家凑合着看~~错误尽情指出来~~

 

 

  

the frist day in college

 

Thursday, was still a fine day.

Today was the first day we come to the castle college. We, directed by the cute teacher (a real lovely man), chose quite a complex way on which we passed though uphill, downhill, as well as turning left and right. Differed from the way we went yesterday, it was just quiet paths. We arrived at around 10.00. I thought it deserves our 1-hour time to experience another completely different style, although it seems to be a little longer to go this way.

After a short speech given by Mr. Nick Hammond (Director of business sales and projects), we met our tutors.

My teacher is a mixed racial woman named Rena. She told us some rule of the course. It seemed that Rena was a serious person. She emphasized that if the classes u attending are less than 95 percents, you `ll be not get the certificate. I knew it `s not kidding, so I kept it in mind. I felt a little upset about that. It means I have to stay in the classroom all the day in weekdays. Only on weekends can I go out to travel around. Time for me is far from enough.

Some of my class mates whispered to each other when she was talking. It seemed that she did dislike this kind of behavior. She said some of us are childish, I think I didn’t among them. I was always being a silent one.

Finally, it’s time for lunch. I went to the class with a empty stomach, I could feel very hungry. To our surprises, the food for lunch was just a piece of cold sanwichiges and a ting of juice and an apple. Most people complained about it, so did I.    

I bought some chicken wings at a butcher’s. it’s even cheaper than it in China. The two young butchers were such nice persons. They were very friendly and honest. When he found his mistake on changing my money, he gave another 1 to me which I had not found it.

We all very tried when arrived home.  An important test is just around the corner. But I don’t want to make any preparation.

 

 

enjoying asking the way

 

 

It is because the extraordinary tiredness yesterday, we didn’t get up until 12.00. I still cannot understand why I did it. I feel it a shame that we, Rosia and I, in a strange nation, using our limited language, looked for a strange place just for a free meal.

 

   It’s really a roughly way to find the right place. I don’t have a good sense in directions. Even with a clear map, we found it much harder than we think it. But for me, a stranger in Nottingham, the process was enjoyable. The whether was just fine and the scenery beside the road was exactly beautiful.  I think I would be happy to lose my way because every place was fantastic.

 

  Finally, we found the college we wanted to arrive.

  Thx for the map and the local people. We were asking the way all the time. I am very thankful that all the people we met were such friendly and nice.  Considering we may not be good at English, they described the way as elaborately as they could and repeated again and again lest we couldn’t understand. Seeing the map we held, some guys even came to us and ask:” are u lost?” yeah, it’s true.

             

 U.K. is famous for its gentlemen. We find that the drivers here are also quite gentle. Pavement can be itself there. Once there’s a person walking on the pavement, the drivers will stop the cars of their own accord. Even though you are not on the pavement, if you want to across the road, the drivers will also stop and make a hand signal meaning “across quickly, I am waiting. "

                                         

 I am afraid that I have fell in love with here because of the beautiful scenery out door. What more important is the Innermost feelings world of the people here.

 

                      

                       a hansome guy `s photo i caught ,right are me

英格兰~天气有点冷~

      
        

            After a twelve-hour flight trip, I reach London. The London Heathrow airport is a little beyond my imagination. Not because it’s such a big airport, but such a small one. No more advertisement posters but many cut pictures. Maybe the airport is located in the urban district. From the surroundings I can’t tell it’s a real super big city .It’s far from prosperous, but very peaceful.

 

          Checking in couldn’t be that smoothly.

           ---“Good afternoon Sir.”

           ---“Next.”

        The dialog was this interesting. Then tied but excited, we got on a coach, whose destination is Nottingham.

 

       On our way, every mates of me were pretty tired, but maybe exciting is a stronger feeling. We try to keep our eyes open to look out of the window of the coach. Every thing was so fresh to us. Sometimes I will think it is unbelievable: am I really in England? I am the lucky one, it’s true.

 

     Tonight, we were arranged to live in a flat called Cotton Mills, which is rebuild from a old cotton factory. We met our new room mates. A girl called Sammi and a boy. Both are from Africa.

 

      I think it was a perfect day for me, I hope I will be perfect for the U.K.

 

   经过12个小时的飞机漂洋过海,终于来到我梦想那么久的地方,可能是兴奋的原因,时差对我没造成很大的影响,下飞机的时候是伦敦时间2:00pm. 18th. July.原本以为会很麻烦的通关,难以想象的顺利,我的一句“good morning .sir."可那位像是盖章机器似的,直接说了"next".一点点扫兴。

 
 
              西伯利亚上空的云海,壮观吧~~~
 
        London Heathrow Airport可能是在市郊的缘故,更多的倒是古朴的欧洲的小镇的气息,同行的mates都很兴奋,拿着手里的dv dc什么的不停的拍,和想象一样的尖顶小别墅,木栅栏,窗边的吊着的花盆,全部都这么近,这么漂亮,到了这云都变美了~(同行朋友的话)。
 

这就是朋友说的英国美丽的云,还不错吧~

        之后就上了couch,所有人都透过车窗使劲的看,但是还是压不住tiredness,后来都在车上睡着了。
 
        我是被冷醒的,在南昌受惯了酷热的煎熬,一下子这么凉快还真的是很难适应。
 
         cotton mills,是couch的终点站,也是我们暂时安家的地方,flat25 e,这里还见到了我的新室友,可我至今还不知道那个男孩的名字,,女孩叫sammi,一个很漂亮的非洲女孩~
 
        这就是first day.
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        我应该会写一个游记的连载吧,敬请关注哦~~~
 
        爸爸妈妈,一个月很快就过去了,我很想你们。